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May, 2006 {{ Rain }}{{ Rain }}
So afraid to say What i need to say It's not the same Here without you All i feel is the pain What i felt was just an illution Of what could have been I feel the rain, so much pain A change not so new to me Feeling, falling over my soul Waves of never ending rain Drowning in selfish emotiom Deep down, pain burns this soul So let the pain burn I know it is for the best Don't matter to me anymore, cuz I'm only happy when it rains ..... April, 2006 NewTatooYEA Finally i got my tatoo i've been waiting for for like forever,
it is soo kool .......... it's not all the way done yet gunna have a black rose down the middle of it.... IT GUNNA be AWESOME !!! but anyways heres a pic of it ::::::
February, 2006 ///|| ALONE ||\\\///|| ALONE ||\\\ I walk alone On a path never ending The shadows i follow Into the depth of darkness Can i find what i'm looking for? The dark seems to rule my world A path not wanted But force to follow This soul haunted by lonelyness I close my eyes And feel the inner screams Try to hold it back Tears fall against my will Why should i cry? To use to what i already know The feeling of lonelyness I know all to well Surrounded by many, but yet Still it lingers near The presence of none A Fallen Angel Lost in Silence ...... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ January, 2006 UpDate !!!Yo peeps ,...... well have'nt been on here for a while just figured i would jump in & drop a few lines...
hummm well have'nt been up to nothin but the usual thing ... lol but yeah.. Now adays i feel kinda
lost cuz there like a lot going on right now & feels like i going around in circles sometime...
but shit happens i guess, ya just gotta keep going.....
As ya can tell have'nt been doing much writting either, just can't seem to get anything down lately.....
Just a big blank..... kinda odd for me cuz i usually can come up with something in no time at all ... lol
so yeah ... but anyways i guess i better stop rambling & get bk to the real world, catch ya latezzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Keep it real PeePz............
>>>>>>>>>> Starry <<<<<<<<<<
December, 2005 HaPPy New Year (2006)Happy
New
Years !!!
Welcome in the New Year of 2006........!!!!
Have A BLAST PeePs !!!!!!!!
Keep It Safe !!!! December, 2005 LMAOoOoOOoOOOOOOoo!!Down she goes :
What do u call Jennifer Lopez falling down the steps??
A Ho down !!
Yard Work Sign Language :
A couple is do yard work and the wife goes to take a shower.. The hudband is looking for the rake but can't find it.. He yells up to his wife, but she motions to him from the window, like she can't hear.. So he point to his eye, hits his knee & makes a raking motion.. (" I need the rake") She replies by pointing to her eye, grabs her left breast, smacks her ass & grabs her crotch.. The husband confused goes upstairs... What ?? What was that for ??
" I left tit behind the Bush "
::....Men R LIKE....::
men r like... laxatives
>>>> they irratate the crap out of u...
men r like.. Banana's
>>>> the older they get the less firm they r...
men r like .. Vactions
>>>> they never seem to last long enough..
men r like.. Weather
>>>> nothing can be done to change them..
men r like.. Blenders
>>>> u need one but not sure Y...
men r like.. Choclate Bars
>>>> rich, smooth & always head right for the hips..
men r like... Coffee
>>>> the best ones r rick, warm & can keep u up all night long..
men r like.. Commercials
>>>> u can't believe a word they say....
men r like.. Goverment Bonds
>>>> they take sooooooooo long to mature..
men r like.. Popcorn
>>>> they satify u but only for a lil while..
men r like .. SnowStorms
>>>> u never know when there coming
>>>> hom many inches ur gonna get
>>>> or how long there gonna last...
men r like.. Parking Spots
>>>> all the gd ones r taken, the rest r handicapped...
Mrs. Agathe's dishwasher quit working so she called a repairman. Since she had to go to work the next day, she told him, "I'll leave the key under the mat. Fix the dishwasher, leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail you the check. Oh, and by the way...don't worry about my Doberman. He won't bother you. But, whatever you do, do NOT under ANY circumstances talk to my parrot!" When the repairman arrived at Mrs. Agathe's apartment the next day, he discovered the biggest and meanest looking Doberman he had ever seen. But just as she had said, the dog simply laid there on the carpet, watching the repairman go about his business. However, the whole time the parrot drove him nuts with his incessant cursing, yelling and name-calling. Finally the repairman couldn't contain himself any longer and yelled, "Shut up, you stupid ugly bird!" To which the parrot replied, "Get him, Spike!"
An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the God-given responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce children beyond comparison. With that as his mission he began searching for the perfect woman. After a diligent, but fruitless, search up and down the east coast, he started to head west. Shortly thereafter he met a farmer who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the farmer, asking for permission to marry one of them. The farmer simply replied, "They're all lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look them over and select the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the farmer asked for the man's opinion. The farmer nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the farmer again asked how things went. The farmer nodded and suggested he date the third girl to see if things might be better. So he did. The next morning the man rushed in exclaiming, "She's perfect, just perfect! She's the one I want to marry!" So they were wed right away. Months later the baby was born. When the man visited nursery he was horrified: the baby was the ugliest, most pathetic human you can imagine. He rushed to his father-in-law asking how such a thing could happen considering the parents. "Well," explained the farmer, "She was just a weeeee bit, not that you could hardly tell, pregnant when you met her." November, 2005 //||Shadows Of Darkness||\\//||Shadows Of Darkness||\\
The winds blow cold,
Darkness falls with in the night,
Shadows creep over my soul,
Pain dwells, urging me on....
It takes all me strenght,
To keep from running,
Fall into the shadows,
To were none can see....
Collapsing into the darkness,
To where the shadows never fade,
Linger in solitary silence,
Haunted by the feelings of loss....
To hit bottom, no longer love,
You gave me your heart,
But u shattered mine!
Sorrow rises, pain I can no longer bare....
So lost within time
Love ! No longer exsist,
Alone! Only to remember,
The memories of all the pain !
So with in my silence, I shall stay....
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September, 2005 ^~^Dragons Flight^~^hey peeps this is'nt my usual, but had a friend ask to write one bout dragons & well heres what i came up w/.... Well he like totally likes it, kinda flipped out a lil....hahaha....Any ways here is .....hope ya like, .....keep it real peeps.... TaTa ! ;)
^~^Dragons Flight^~^
Some say there only a myth
But for me, they surely excist
Dragons once lived, sore free w/ in me
A creature so gracefull, slender & streamed....
A beast with power, wisdom & strength
Some say a symbol of good fortune
But fierce & formidable soul
Imagine the beauty they might have possed...
To see one take flight w/ in the night
On the wind or under the ocean
Can u imagine if they once lived
But yet only to be seen w/ in our dreams...
They no longer rule the skies
No longer sore with in the nights
Disappeared w/ in the mist of life
Takes it's last flight, forever out of sight....
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~~~^~~^^\~~^~~/^^\~~~~^~~~^^\^~~~^\~~~ September, 2005 ^*^Silent Screams 2^*^^*^Silent Screams 2^*^
Listen to the stillness
Clear your mind
Quiet your soul
Can you hear the solitary screams....
Uncalm, Unsecure
Still Y does she scream so
Can you ease her pain
The crys from within
Thats a flood, like never ending rain
Listen to every moment
Every breath she takes
Each breath is somethin new
But yet the screams, seem to be a lil less....
Such sorrow, such dispare
She asked herself
Can I over come the darkness
Relieve the pain that she holds
And come bk to what she once beheld....
Can she prevail, kill the sorrow
Release the pain that she holds
Silence the screams to hear no more
To find the peace which she seeks....
A journey so far
A pain so deep
Can love rescue this heart
Quiet the screams, till atlast there no more....
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Special thanx goes out to a gd friend which was'nt for
him i still be writtin it ...:) Shadow Kid Thanx Babe :p ;)
August, 2005 *~~>Would U Could U<~~**~~>Would U Could U<~~*
If I told you I need you
Would you catch me if a fall
A tear rolls down my face
Would you brush it away....
If I lay my head on your shoulder
Could you hold me, never let me go
Wrap your arms around me
Lay with me till dawns first light....
If I told you my heart was locked
Would you break the chains that hold it
Free this heart from it's clutchs
To go free, to be with thee....
Release the lonelyness
Just surrender all it once held
Could my heart be free
To have someone like you, to love me....
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August, 2005 ~~*Never Givin In*~~(Another version)I posted my poem in a forum, which as i always do...(www.Amraelomelo.com..... check it out)
But was suprised when another member, had done a version of his own... Which i was very flattered...This was his version of ~~*Givin In*~~............ I renamed it to:
~~*Never Givin In*~~
The world is white, hearts are red
Life is indeed roses of bed
This is always the way back
Find it yourself, if u have the neck....
Darkness is pain
Pain is darkness
Rise with the light
Call our princess...
Stars born, stars fall
Kingdom is nothing at all
Take the hand of winning
Look at the sun thats shinning...
Tears of urs makes me cry
How long can my eyes remain dry
Swords of lightining will cut the dark
Let fly the lark....
Wind is blowing to make a change
Rain is coming to sweep the pain
Truth has come to defeat the lies
Love is all, it's the main.....
Done By : Moni
~~~~~~~***~~~~~***~~~~~~ July, 2005 **~Givin In~**(Original) Hey all, here's my lastest poem, turned out pertty gd me think,, It's just a bunch of quotes me & a friend found & put them together...hope ya all like......if not well ya know shit happens..........LOLz.....Enjoy....
**~Givin In~**
The world is black, hearts are cold
Theres no hope, that we are told
We can't go bk, won't be the same....
If I give into pain
Will darkness take me
If I give into darkness
Will pain let me go....
From the light comes the dark
U said never give up
Hurts to see me give into defeat
When ur hero falls, so do the stars...
U never see the tears I cry
Emptyness consumes my soul
Shall darkness prevail, pain over come
Within this night of solitary darkness....
However cold the wind & rain
U'll be there to ease my pain
However cruel the mirror of sin
Remember beauty is found within..... July, 2005 `~~ Pure & True~~` Pure & True
I feel for someone
Someone pure & true
If only he knew...
My heart is alway true
For lovin U
Wish u loved me too...
No one can be as good as me,
Thats the big one, I feel in love
With a heart so pure & true....
If only I knew then, what I know now
Things could have been different
But can never go back to what once was....
You can lead a heart to love
Make a heart feel love
But can't make it fall....
No hard feelings darlin, no regrets
No tears hunni, no brokin hearts
Easy come, easy go....
So I say
I still love u
But wish u well babe.....
July, 2005 @Struggle@ !?! Struggle !?!
I struggle to survive
Try to please them all
This fight I can't win
This so sux ....
Never be, Never see
What they want me to be
They don't understand
What i'm all about...
They dedicate there lives
To make mine a living hell
Torture this soul
As they see fit.....
I'll never let them rule over me
Speek my mind anywhere
Live my life as I see fit
In there eyes i'll never shine....
Life is ours, we live it our way
Never care what they do
Everyday is something new
So nothing else seems to matter.......
So they ALL can kiss my ass ! ! !
!!??!!~~~~~~ July, 2005 s: Confussed :s~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~////~~~~~~~~~~~
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s: Confussed :s
I look out across the ocean
Woundering about life, what is & what my be
Only questions seem to come to mind
Life seems like the ocean, of never ending waves....
The waves come to the shore with such grace & ease
As emotions move throught ur heart, just as deep
Just wandering on a journey thats never ending
Not knowing what my happen, where it may lead....
Until U come a cross that certain some one
Who u just can't get out of your head
Try to remove, but just won't go away
I'm confussed not knowing what to do.....
My life is complicated, have no room for this
I don't want this, don't need it
Confussion seem to become my friend
Y can't I shake this feeling, Y can't I just move on....
The sun comes over the horizon, to lightin the night
Waves splash the shore, tickles my feet just only so
But still can't shake the feeling
Life is like the ocean, of never ending waves....
I wrote your name in the sand
But the waves kinda washed it away
Put it on my hand, washed it off the other day
Wrote it in my heart, 4-ever it will stay....
I feel close to U even thou we're far apart
Reminds me theres a person out there I cherish so much
Close in spirit, when we're so far apart
So we are Never that far apart....
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Well as gonna add more to this one, but think it is
ok the way it is ! The ending could have been better!
Hummmm, it Ok thou ! Let me know what ya think ! !
July, 2005 :(Don't Cry)::( Don't Cry ):
I look into his eyes
All i can see is his pain
What can i do , what can i say
To make him undertstand, He's all I ever wanted...
He whispers in my ear
Talks so softly
I'll still think of you
I will always love u babe...
I need some time
Some time to find myself
I'll return when my path is clear
Return to U
To where my heart remains...
Remember I never lied
How I felt inside
Think of me & all we shared
Until I return to claim it once more...
Love comes, love goes
But the pain always remain
Nothing last forever
Except for all the memories...
Now all i hear
Within these nights
Is the few words he spoke to me
Before he walked away...
**Don't Cry For Me Hunni, Don't Cry Tonight**
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July, 2005 <~~Release~~> Hey all....This is my newest!! lol I was talkin to a friend who is going through some hard times right now!! Things are'nt to gd for her right now...but from what we have talked about is where i got this poem from...It kinds tells her feelings !!!! Hope ya all like it...She did !!
<~~Release~~>
My heart is filled with saddness
As i sit here thinkin of you
I can't eat, I can't sleep
Knowing ur not here....
I kinda figured that u did'nt
Cuz u never said a word
Did'nt say a nothing as i walked out the door
Which was the worst thing I ever imagined...
If this is what ya wanted
I could have left long ago
Just say the word, I'll be gone
Take me & mine, no longer to remain...
Make up ur mind
Let me know what ya want
I'm not standing on the sidelines waiting
No matter how bad my heartacks...
Just remember I'll always love thee
Ur my one true love, thats for sure
Search ur soul, let me know whats inside
Cuz right now I don't think u love me....
It's the worst feeling in the world
Don't know if I can handle it, but
Must think of the lil ones, must go on for them....
If u want to be free
Then just say the word
I shall release thee.....
July, 2005 ~~>>*Hidin*Within*<<~~Hey all this is my newest poem, Hope ya all it !!
Let me know what ya think, all comments r welcome gd or bd...
~~>>*Hidin*Within*<<~~
This star shines within the night
Thinking of you makes my path so bright
But yet I hide, hide with in this night
Not showing, not admitting, just thinking what might....
I close my eyes and think of you
Thinkin should I show or just let it go
So I hide, hide it from his sight
Never to show, just won't let him know...
Should I open this book, leave the words flow free
Leave u see what lingers within me
You can read me like no other
My thoughts, my emotions, my everything...
I know that i am wasting my time, cuz you'll never be mine
To speek the truth that lies behind this mask
Will only bring forth an unwanted task
So I hide, hide what should'nt be shown...
Should I tell whats in me heart
My desires, my passion, my hopes & dreams
So many things i wish to say
But yet I hide, hide it deep inside me....
Hiding this is the best for me
I know not what to do if i let it free
Not knowing seems to scares me deeply
So I never show, whats deep within me....
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June, 2005 **Open Window****Open Window**
As i gaze out my window,
I slump down in my chair so,
Can't help but to think of U,
Woundering if u think of me too...
My life was normal, the same thing,
Until you had to intervein,
I have yet to see what ur really like,
Maybe one day I just might...
The clouds roll by, thick full of gloom,
A bright light, then a boom
Lightining strikes across the moon...
I jump back with a suprising sensation,
I close my window & see ur reflection,
Thinking one day you'll come in my direction,
Maybe one day return my affection.....
This 1 so badly sux's ! omg , oh well i guess...............!!!!!!!!!!!!
June, 2005 ~*Just One*~~*Just One*~
I sit and wounder what might have been,
My emotions seem to never show,
Y can't i just let him go .....
So much pain, but yet the love,
How can i deal with this,
What can i do to show him....
My eyes water a single tear falls,
Is he worth it, does he deserve it,
My heart my soul, my very being...
Never have shed just a single tear,
That one tear seems to be worth so much,
That one tear which is so very rare....
Y just this tear, than any other at all,
It rolls down my face, a journey so far,
This one tear tells me that "I still love thee" !
This one is pertty gd i think.....let me know what ya all think ! ! ! ! June, 2005 Talking about Pot-flavored candy takes a licking - Addictions - MSNBC.comhey all ! check this shit out POT (weed) flavored lolipops......COMIN TO A STORE NEED U !!!! ; ) THIS IS FUCKED, WEED FLAVOR SUCKERS, W/OUT THE HIGH.......WHAT GD IS IT THEN......LMAO.... check it out.............. Quote Pot-flavored candy takes a licking - Addictions - MSNBC.com June, 2005 ~**A Simple Star**~~**A Simple Star**~
Star light, with in the sky tonight Star bright, where is Mr. Right Wish on the first star I see tonight I wish i may, wish I might Just find that certain star with in this night......
I thought I found that special star But think now, It was to far We no longer have that special spark No longer have the desire inside Our passion seems to have gone astray...
I feel lost not knowin what to do Does he still feel the same as he once had Does he wounder about another I'm not sure just can't say Should i stay or just walk away....
I wish i knew what he was thinkin Should i turn my back on him not knowin for sure Can't handle all the woundering, the deceit & lies Just gonna move on, take my heart with.....
This heart breaks, as it had once before Just give up no longer wish for Maybe my star will brightin one day, shine brighter than the rest Until then it just lingers with the rest..... ~~~~**~~~~~**~~~**~~~~~**~~~~~***~~~~~*** I like this one, it seems to flow pertty gd !!!!!!
May, 2005 ~*~Thank Thee~*~well ppl heres my lastest, hope ya all like it ! lolz.......
~*~Thank Thee~*~
I sit back & think what went wrong, Wounder why we don't talk like we once had, I never wanted to get wrapped up in you, Can't help but to think of u know & then....
U made me smile with just few words, Made me laugh with a simple saying, Oh what a nutter, jokester, within are chatter, I am greatfull for the time we shared, For that i thank thee...
Theres no need to cry, no need for a sigh, Have no worries I shall be fine, No regrets, no sorrow, no need for remores...
I sit back & wounder what might have been, Maybe another time, another place, We could have known each other better, shared a lil more, But still greatfull for the time we shared..
Just to let ya know, i'm still here for thee, As you where once for me, As these words come to an end, i still think of thee....
No need for long goodbye, no need for sad farwells, Only a simple saying, until the next time I talk to thee, So I THANK THEE ! ! ! ~~~~~~~~~ *
well all this 1 is'nt get all that great of reviews, lol but shit happens.....! May, 2005 <3~~For U I Will~~<3hey peeps, i just finish another, i think it turned out pertty gd.... well enjoy...let me know what ya think ! ! Good Or Bad it don't matter......well i'm out of here, peace out.........tc every 1.......byezzzz Star**
It's not like me to feel this way, I could never say what I was feeling, It's not my thing to feel the way I do, But for u I will ! It's not my style to dance the night away, It's not like me to lay my heart on the line, I never thought I would fall head over heels, But for u I will ! I'm not sure if I should take that chance, I don't want this chance to walk on by, I never thought i would let my heart fly free,
YEP YEP!
May, 2005 "Letting Go !"hey ppl, this is my latest creation. hope ya all like it ! hope some of ya get where i'm comin from on this one...if not its kool then...peace out....tc.....byezz Star**
I'm letting you go, which i won't follow, My heart breaks, cuz I dont follow, OH GOD ! I can't swollow...
I'm letting him to fly free, I guess, it was'nt ment to be, I know now, it had no tomorrow..
Letting him go seemed to be right, Love is just illusion, impossible to find... If you find love Kuddoes to u, maybe i'll find mine.....
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